angelprairie's Xanga

Hihi

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 00:42:06 GMT

Hey . Hola . I havent been here for a long time. SO busy busy busizzzzzzzzz... ^.^

I am graduating. gosh. I couldnt image that i am old enough to go to college now. lol. kinda nervous and exciting and .. I dont know how to explain it. People said being a senior is very easy. But i guess that doesnt work on me. 'cus it is somehow making my life difficult.

OHhhhh. Did I say Happy Chinese New Year to everyone ??? I know now it is a little too late. And my birthday was passed already. Late enough.. lolz. But anyway. It is okay right? as long as I still wish everybody happy everyday.^^ Smiles ..

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 04:32:35 GMT

I did some goods today. I helped some people today. I am proud of myseld in some way. But still, I lied to someone. I didnt mean to. And someone told me that i did the right thing even i lied.

People are funny. There are still beautiful lies in the world. You cant even say anything about it.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 23:16:26 GMT

I haven't done it for like a month or something, sounds long for me. Now this moment, i feel like I am so weak .. Even though i told myself times and times that I' ll let it go. And i really did think i did. But how come? Am i just think myself to be weak or am i really thinking about ...? No . No . NO. There is no way that waster my tears on something someone who just dont remember who you are!. NO. Definitely Not!.

Girl. you really have to move on by your own. the passed was just about the history. the future is what seems more important. Grow up. Be strong.

You are not the worst one in the world, although not the luckiest one ...

Monday, December 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 22:27:27 GMT

I am a senior now. Time to graduate. ^.^ Someone asked me a question: "how do you feel to be a senior?" then i answered her nothing. She was so surprise by my answer. I just dont get it. How come the Americans would be so ... to be a senior? Next week we will wear the gown and the cap... so so so expecting..

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 03:57:29 GMT

The sky is awake. I am sitting there and watching the stars to disappear and the sun coming out from the east.This is the nature. It remain me of romance, but not belong to me...
Non sense I still couldn't let my past go. I suppose to. But let it be is not that easy. At least I dont think it is esay. Although I told myself a thousand times to let things go.Go away from me as far as I couldnt reach in a hundred years...

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 23:25:32 GMT

Different as day and night
Doesn¡¯t matter whom you are with
Doesn¡¯t matter where you are going
Don¡¯t you know I¡¯m still waiting here for you
And pray for you
In the sunny days, Sun will light your day
In the windy days, wind will leave your way.
I have to say, you¡¯re my treasure moments
Never gonna walk away

In the rainy days, rains will share my tears
In the stormy days, storms will steal my pain
Just go your way and leave things all behind
Spread your wings and fly away

I¡¯m pretending your mine
I¡¯m wishing you¡¯ll be fine
The moments we share never die
You¡¯ve made a difference to my life

I¡¯m wishing you¡¯ll be fine
The moments we share never die
You¡¯ve made a difference to my life

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 02:39:11 GMT

I put the same music background as before. "Hear Me Cry"

I love this song without reasons. heehee. hope your enjoy it too.

Today i took the SAT, and i borrowed one of my calculator to the boy who sat in front of me. He is Chinese too. I am sure that i saw him before, just cant tell where and when. But i am possitively met him. well. He said " well, good luck to you !" and i thanked him. I was happy that i have an extra calculator for him to help hime earn few points. I never feel that happy before, i dont know why. when he told me "thanks a lot." I felt like at least i did something good to help someone.

Well, i didnt even ask for his name. Just knew that he doesnt speak chinese at all. ^^

Friday, September 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 02:59:01 GMT

She used to be an angel, since she fell in love with you, she dropped from the heaven to the earth--just for you. You said you love her at the beginning, but you changed your mind when she thought she cannot leave you any more. She got hurt but she cannot go back. And nothing can save her. She never smile again, tears became her best friend...

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 02:58:42 GMT

Today is a wonderful day. I got 85 in my summer reading project which i thought i did not

very well. But the Mrs.Calloway did like me ^^. that is good. Things are getting better and

better in both my AP class. One of my friend switched out of my AP chemistry class.

But I am not gonna do that. That is my future, and otherwise, I think i can handle it. YUP

YUP YUP. I got 100 in the physics honors test. I think may be I am not only one that

in that class who get a hundred. I am so happy.
I talked to Mr.Greenfield today. He swithed me to the Spanish II classs from the Spanish I,

so it means that i am taking Spanish I online and the Spanish II at school at the same

school year. I told him that i have confident to myself. I can do it! so that means I can do it,

and I can finish it very well. I know I am kinda crazy in the last year of my high school

year. But isnt it what i planned to do before i made those choices? I mean didnt you wanna

be busy so to chooce those APs and Honors? you cant be lament. It is too late.
Nothing can last forever.
I am so sorry to say that. But i cant help myself. I can just make me busy, but sensetive...

Friday, September 02, 2005

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 00:49:47 GMT

well well well... time flies. how fast. you cant even catch or image. It is not gonna leave you any more extra time to feel lament. think of the consequences before you keep going to do one thing or you will be regret. trust me. a lot of ppl know it but still do it wrong and then feel lament. cus that is huming being. do the same think in the same wrong way over and over again and never know how to correct it. that is why Mrs.Chappie gave us points to do the quiz and test correction, but not allow one tinely mistakes. If you have one tinely mistake then you are not gonna get any points, although you did everything right and correct all of the problems. Time also not allow you to go back to fix anything.