I haven't done it for like a month or something, sounds long for me. Now this moment, i feel like I am so weak .. Even though i told myself times and times that I' ll let it go. And i really did think i did. But how come? Am i just think myself to be weak or am i really thinking about ...? No . No . NO. There is no way that waster my tears on something someone who just dont remember who you are!. NO. Definitely Not!.

    Girl. you really have to move  on by your own. the passed was just about the history. the future is what seems more important. Grow up. Be strong.

    You are not the worst one in the world, although not the luckiest one ...