Hihi

    Hey . Hola . I havent been here for a long time. SO busy busy busizzzzzzzzz... ^.^

    I am graduating. gosh. I couldnt image that i am old enough to go to college now. lol. kinda nervous and exciting and .. I dont know how to explain it. People said being a senior is very easy. But i guess that doesnt work on me. 'cus it is somehow making my life difficult.

    OHhhhh. Did I say Happy Chinese New Year to everyone ??? I know now it is a little too late. And my birthday was passed already. Late enough.. lolz. But anyway. It is okay right? as long as I still wish everybody happy everyday.^^ Smiles ..

      I did some goods today. I helped some people today. I am proud of myseld in some way. But still, I lied to someone. I didnt mean to. And someone told me that i did the right thing even i lied.

     People are funny. There are still beautiful lies in the world. You cant even say anything about it.

     I haven't done it for like a month or something, sounds long for me. Now this moment, i feel like I am so weak .. Even though i told myself times and times that I' ll let it go. And i really did think i did. But how come? Am i just think myself to be weak or am i really thinking about ...? No . No . NO. There is no way that waster my tears on something someone who just dont remember who you are!. NO. Definitely Not!.

    Girl. you really have to move  on by your own. the passed was just about the history. the future is what seems more important. Grow up. Be strong.

    You are not the worst one in the world, although not the luckiest one ...